where were you.....

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of lifeand the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight..into the shining sun

 

SWEETHEARTS...:TOGETHER...

THE MOST HOT AND HAPPENING FRIENDSHIP.....:):)....FRIENDS SINCE NURSERY.....:):)
                              WE LOOK INNOCENT....WE  ARE MISCHIEVOUS.....WE ARE AWESOME......WE ARE SUPERB....WE ARE THE BEST......WE ARE FRIENDS FOREVER....

MY FRIENDS.....MY LIFE.....

LIFE WAS GIVEN ME A LOT....IT HAS TAKEN A LOT EVEN FROM ME.....
            TODAY I CAN PROUDLY SAY THAT I HAVE A BUDDLE OF PEOPLE WHO WAS ALWAYS BEEN BY MY SIDE......AND WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME....


                                         THE "ANTONKOBADIS"....THATS WHAT WE CALL OURSELF...

                         THATS ME AND SAYAK  AKA OUR TATAI...
                              I DONT REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN WE BECAME FRIENDS....BUT YES I REMEMBER THE FUN WE HAD IN CLASS 10.....BUT THEN THERE WAS A GAP......AND I MEET HIM BACK IN OUR HERITAGE WALA BUS IN 2009 DECEMBER.....THAT WAS THE BEGINING OF A PHASE.....A NEW BOND A NEW FRIENDSHIP.....AND TODAY HE IS THE FOREVER BUDDY.....EVERYTHING I CAN SHARE WITH THIS DUDE.........TOLERATES MY LONG GOSSIPS..:P:P:P......ENDLESS NAGGINGS.....JUST A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF A SWEETHEART FRIEND......LOVE U DUDE.....LOADS OF BEST WISHES TO U......

                                             THATS CRAZY SNEKU AKA SNEHASISH
               I REMEMBER THIS BOY AS ONE OF THE CRAZY PEOPLE ON EARTH....ALWAYS COMES UP WITH SOME CRAZY IDEAS.....CRAZY WAY OF MAKING U LAUGH.....U CANT STOP LAUGHING AT  HIS MUMOUR.....AN ENTERTAINMENT PACKAGE HE IS.....AND HIS HUMOUR....THATS SOMETHING I CANT EVER FORGET.....AND OFCOURSE.....THE ORIGINATION OF "THE ANTONKOBAADIS"GOES TO HIM....LOVE U HONEY....LOADS OF BEST WISHES TO U...:):):)

BORNINI.....AKA NINI....:):)

WELL I KNOW HER SINCE 14TH FEB,2011....:):).......AND SHE IS ONE OF THE BEST THING HAPPENDED TO ME THIS HERE.......SHE IS A FRIEND .....A SISTER.......NOW I HAVE GROWN A HABIT OF SHARING MY SMALLEST SECRET WITH HER......THE LONG NITE CHATS.....SHE ALWAYS HAVE A SOLUTION TO MY PROBLEMS........SHE IS MORE LYK MY SISTER .....I NEVER HAD A ELDER SISTER IN MY LIFE.....AND ALWAYS WISHED FOR ONE....THANKS NINI FOR BEIGN MY ELDER SISTER.....LOVE U NINI......:):)...MUAAAHHHHHHHHHH

THE "CRY"..........

U HAVE TEARS IN YOUR EYES.....TEARS THAT CAME DOWN FROM UR HEART
                                I NEVER THOUGHT I WILL CRY FOR SOMEBODY....NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WILL ....BUT IT HAPPENDED.....
       A STRANGE URGE A STRANGE DESIRE TO TALK TO HIM.....
            MISSING THE TOUCH OF HIS HANDS......MISSING THOSE AWESOME MOMENTS ...SOMETHING BEATS U FROM INSIDE......SOMETHING THAT BREAKS YOUR HEART INTO PIECES
        EVERYTIME U FEEL THE PRESENCE....U TRY TO THINK NOTHING
 WRONG....MAY BE ITS JUST A BAD DREAM JUST A THING THAT WILL PASS ON.....MAY BE HE WAS FOOLING U.....THE LEG PULL......
                 TEARS KEEP RUNNING DOWN.....YOUR HEART ACHES ......SOMETIMES IT FEELS WHAT WAS MY MISTAKE....WHERE DID I WENT WRONG.....
                EVERYTIME U LOOK DOWN THE PHONE U FEEL THAT IT MUST BE HIM IT HAS TO BE HIM.......U KEEPING TYPING THE SMS BUT U NEVER SUCCEED IN SENDING IT....YOUR SAVED SMS INCREASES EVERYDAY......U KEEP READING THE OLD SMS THE OLD CHATS OVER AND OVER AGAIN....THE CHATS SAYING...."LOVE U FOREVER"...."I MISS U BABY I WISH U WERE HERE".....
         NIGHTS LONG U KEEP THINKING.........TEARS ROLL DOWN.....EVERY MORNING U THINK...I WILL START NEW....I WONT CRY.....I WONT HOPE....I WILL GET OVER....BUT DOES THAT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                     NO IT DOES NOT......THE DAY PASSES ON....THE CLASSES,THE PROFESSORS,THE LECTURES, THE PROJECTS....AND WHEN U JUST LOOK OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW OR JUST TRY TO CLOSE YOUR EYES......IT COMES BACK.....U BREAK UR PROMISES U MADE TO YOURSELF.....
     U KNOW WHY....ITS JUST BECAUSE U LOVE HIM.....YES I LOVE HIM.....I LOVE HIM CRAZY.....HOW CANT I GET THIS LOVE OUT OF MY SOUL.....
             

FIRST LOVE

the little thing called LOVE...
THE FIRST LOVE .....THE FIRST FEELING OF MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP....THE FIRST FEELING OF LOVING SOMEBODY....THE FIRST FEELING OF BEIGN POSSISSIVE.....THE FIRST URGE TO SEE THE SAME PERSON EVERYTIME....WAITING FOR THE CALL.....AHAAAAA....WHAT A FEELING.....U HAVE.....
    ITS TRUE U CANT EVER WASH AWAY THE MEMORIES OF UR FIRST LOVE....NO MATTER HOW IT ENDED.....OR HOW MUCH DID IT TEAR U APART......
               MY FIRST LOVE.....WHEN I WAS 18.....IT WAS IN A FINE DAY OF MAY...2007...NIGHT 10 pm....I SAID THOSE 3 MAGICAL WORDS....
ORKUT,THE CRAZY THING....
    YAA THIS CRAZY THING GOT ME MY FIRST LOVE.....
2 UNKNOWN PEOPLE.....A SUDDEN FRIEND REQUEST ...A SUDDEN ACCEPTANCE.....CHATS AND CHATS....SOME MORE CHATS.........A STRANGE URGE TO SEE THE GREEN LIGHT BESIDE A NAME.....
MISSED CALLS.....A SUDDEN TALK......A SUDDEN FEELING IN THE HEART....A DESIRE TO FALL FOR.....YES I FEEL FOR HIM....KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR...

THE LONG NIGHT CHATS.....SMS....WAITING THE FOR THE PHONE TO RING EVERY MOMENT...THE LEG PULLS ....THE ROMANCE...THE INNOCENCE.....THE SHARING OF EVERY FEELINGS.....

THE FIRST DATE...THE LONG WALK.......THE SHYNESS.....THE EYES WANTED TO LOOK INTO THE EYES ....BUT THE SHYNESS.....THE SHY FINGERS TRYING TO HOLD MINE......

IS IT POSSIBLE TO FORGET THIS FEELING....CAN ANYTHING REPLACE THIS MEMORIES.......NEVER CAN IT BE REPLACED....ITS SOMETHING FOREVER....JUST FOREVER IN UR HEART....

THE CITY

MY CITY,A CITY OF DREAMS,A CITY OF LOVE,A CITY THAT WAS TAUGHT ME TO DREAM,
........AMI BACHBO EI SOHORE.....AMI BHALOBHASBO EI SOHORE......(I WILL LIVE IN THIS CITY....I WILL FALL IN LOVE IN THIS CITY)
       THIS FOR THE FIRST TIME AM BLOGGING AND YES I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT MY CITY.
THE SPARKLING PARK STREET ,THE VICTORIA,THE GREEN MAIDAN,THE BEAUTIFUL PRINCEP GHAT ,THE HAPPENING CITY CENTRE,THE STYLISH SOUTH CITY,THE NARROW LANES OF NORTH KOLKATA,THE FOOTPATH SHOPPINGS AT GARIAHAT,THE HOGG MARKET ......

         THE CITY THAT HAS NOT CHANGED IN THIS 22 YEARS...ITS THE VERY SAME CITY I SEE....THE SAME SMELL .

THIS CITY HAS GIVEN ME A LOT .....MY FIRST LOVE THE LONG WALK WITH MY LOVE HAND IN HAND JUST WANTING TO BE LOST .THE ENDLESS ROADS ....A AWESOME FEELING.
GETTING DRENCH IN THE RAIN TOGETHER IN THE  STREETS OF THE CITY A FEELING THAT CANT BE EXPRESSED....
 MEMORIES......
   SOMETIMES I FEEL WHY THIS MEMORIES I START HATING THE CITY THE STREETS THE VERY SAME PLACES.....BUT THIS COMES UP WITH A RAY OF HOPE...

THIS CITY KEEPS ME GOING.....THIS CITY HAS TAUGHT ME THAT ITS MY LIFE .....